So, after months of working the position without reaping the benefits, I have finally become an actual cosmetician. I've made over $16 dollars in PMS this week alone. Perhaps I can use the extra monies to buy myself a laptop.

Someday.

Working in cos has really boosted my social skills. Being forced to be friendly and talk to each customer does wonders. But it seems when I go home I find myself feeling somewhat numb. I feel like my life is spent going in circles, not accomplishing anything. On top of that I feel like nothing I do is worthwhile anymore. My book, my fanfic, my art, the internet...nothing. It's like only the television can hold my interest, and even that's beginning to wane. The saddest part is, I don't think anything has actually changed. Only my outlook on things. I'm hoping it's just another random phase.

And...well...that about sums everything up since my vacation ended. @_@ God, that's sad. Maybe I'll start cleaning my room...it's a good way to keep my mind off things. Ja ne.