I just discovered I have...nothing. No money for anything. I have enough for my rent and a check I wrote, and just about nothing else. I have dumb bills due that I just can't pay right now. I'm scared and frustrated as hell and I don't know what I'm gonna do. My only saving grace is that my next paycheck should be adequate enough to pay of a bulk of it...but the real downer of the day is that there's no way now I'll be able to afford going on vacation in July. But in reality, I guess I should have known that fun things like that are reserved only for those who can do something with their lives.

NOt for those who are too damn scared to step outside their comfort zone. Or to ask their boss for a raise.

Now that I've thoroughly depressed myself, I think I'll go work on my fanfic. Just another one of those things I've dedicated my life to. Ja ne.