I've been especially regressive the past few days, but not about anything in particular. And not because of anyone in particular either, before people jump to conclusions. Ra-chan keeps thinking I'm 'moping', but the truth is I can't help it. These headaches are becoming mildly disturbing too...

I suspect that a condition of mine is getting worse, and at this point I don't think there's anything I can do about it. Mental disease is funny that way. You can realize exactly what's wrong with you, and yet you can't do anything to stop it. You would think that once you know something is wrong in your mind you could just think a different way and it would disappear. But no, you don't even have control over your own mind. It makes me feel helpless. And that only serves to make my OTHER condition worse.

Does that seem complicated? I'm probably thinking too much again. Maybe THAT'S why my head hurts so much. @_@

I'm lonely, so I think I'll go sit by the fire and play with the kitty. Ja ne.