We're gonna go see Road to Perdition on Tuesday! I can't wait! I'm going with Roalee, Geoff, possibly Ryan and I don't know who else. Why is it when a movie comes out that a lot of us want to see, it doesn't come out at our theatre?! I know we're only a 9-screen, but still!!

Well, this day itself was pretty boring, but I was a bit depressed. Why? Lisa's boyfriend is here today. She's so happy with him and they love each other and...well...then there's me. -.-; I feel so lonely sometimes, especially when I see happy couples like them. How come someone can't love ME like that...? Is it just selfish thinking? Am I really as alone as I feel? Should it matter as much as it does to me? Do I just like Ryan because I want SOMEONE there, and he happens to be the closest one to me...?

^_^;; Silly me. Let's try not to think about it anymore! Time to ignore my sister for a week until the boyfriend goes away. And to busy myself till then, I'll look for bishounen pictures! Bishies are so much better than real guys anyway. ^.~ Except Ryan. Ja ne!