I watched the ending of Houshin Engi when I woke up, then took a shower. Off to work at 4. I got a little booth training, and surprisingly I remembered more than I thought I did. ^_^ Yay!! I'll be ready to certify for level 1 in....3 years. ^.^;; Ohoho....

Ryan was really upset today. =/ I mean REALLY upset. Most of the time he just pretends he's alright, but you could really tell today...I guess he punched a wall and broke his knuckles. -.-; I wanted to talk to him, but I couldn't.... I guess that in a way I feel guilty for knowing that I have information that could hurt him and I can't say anything about it. Why can't I? Because it would appear to other people that I was trying to ruin their relationship because I like him... Selfish sounding, no? But it would cast doubt on the information I have. Better for someone who has nothing to gain from the situation to tell him. That is, if he doesn't already know and that's not what's upsetting him today...

I've been stressed myself. I've felt incredibly lonely for some reason, and I don't know what's causing it. I have this information I'm forced to hide because I'm an idiot who can't say anything about it, and tomorrow I have to deal with a girl whose actions are going to hurt someone I care for very much. Hurting people I'm close to is worse than hurting me, as far as I'm concerned.

Grr.

And that's about all I have to say today.

Ja ne.